A New Beginning- Chapter 5 Shock Part 1

Shock

Next morning was the usual routine for Anne, Jaejoong and the kids. After getting up and preparing the breakfast, Anne woke up Jaejoong with a kiss on his cheek. He smiled and grabbed her. She nearly fell onto him but he managed to break her fall. “ That was a close one. Are you alright?” Jaejoong asked while sitting next to her. “ I'm fine, thank you Jae. You better get up and take a shower before the kids wake up. I'm going to finish up cleaning the laundry.” She stood up and went into the kitchen. He followed her like a little puppy. “ What is it now Jae?” She asked. “ Nothing Anne. I just want to take a good look at you one last time before I head back to Seoul. I promise to you I'll come back to visit you because we'll be having our tour in Tokyo next two weeks.” Jaejoong said while hugging her from behind. “ I hope you keep your promise. If not, you are going to lose me too. That I promise you. You know right that I hate people who lie and break promises. I don't want you to do that.” She said firmly. “ I know Anne. That I always remember. Now what did you cook for me this morning?” He said.
After breakfast with the kids, Jaejoong accompanied her to send the kids to school. Then, both of them went to the hotel to meet the guys. All of them were set and ready to go to the airport. Anne sent them to the airport and left for class. Before they boarded the plane, Anne hugged all the guys and said goodbyes. When she hugged Jaejoong, she cried. “ Don't cry Anne. I'll come back. I promised to you just now.” Jaejoong wiped her tears off her cheeks. “ I know but I just can't hold the tears. It feels like you are going to leave me for good. I'm sorry.” Anne looked at him with her watery eyes. “ Don't say like that. I won't do that to you Anne. Now, just promise me you'll be here for me, okay?” He said and smiled. Anne nodded her head and smiled. That was the last time Anne saw him. After two weeks, there was no news from him and such. That made Anne so frustrated, sad and lose faith in him. All she could do was read the online news about him and his group Tohoshinki that they did visit Tokyo and a few places in Japan before they flew to Southeast Asia for their Asia Tour.
It's been a month now and there was no news whatsoever from Jaejoong. Anne did call him like 10000 million times but there was no answer either his Korean number or Japanese number. She had decided it was time to let him go forever. She knew it was the hardest thing to do but she had to do it. Although in time she may find someone more special but still letting go of Jaejoong was like suicide. She sent one last text message to him and said, ' I'm sorry Jae but you and I can't be together as you broke all your promises. I hope you'll find someone better than me as I'm not perfect for you.


That made her cry like hell for a month. But she cried silently because she had to continue her life as usual. She didn't want her children to see like that. A month went by like the cool winter breeze and she could finally accept the fact that it was not her destiny to be with Jaejoong. She always keep updated with Tohoshinki's activities in Japan although she felt every minute looking at them especially Jaejoong was like a razor sharp blade eating through her heart and soul. One fine day, she was chatting as usual on her Facebook with her families and friends when a message caught her eyes. It was Jaejoong private message using his mobile phone.
' Dear Anne, please forgive me for not keeping my promise. I'm to blame myself for being so ignorant and losing your trust in me. I wish I could see you as I'm in Tokyo doing my last concert here before going back to Seoul. I'm so sorry Anne.'
That made her heart sank even deeper. Her wound became fresh again and her tears couldn't stop falling like the river flowing in a calm water. She had been waiting for him to reply her message but her heart said that they couldn't be together again and that was the end of their relationship. She cried silently for the whole night.
The next morning she woke up as usual, doing her routines, taking care of her children and going to her daily class. Hyun Joon noticed that Anne was sad so he decided to cheer her up. “Hey, Anne. How about we go out tomorrow afternoon? I'm meeting my cousin and I'm sure you'll be happy to see them. How about it? Bring your kids along.” “ Really? Okay, I guess I could use a new environment. You'll come and pick us up right?” Anne joked and smiled. “ Okay, Anne. Anything for my best friend.” Hyun Joon patted her shoulder.
That night, she was online again and this time she was chatting with a guy called Yong Junhyung. He was so nice and funny. He said he was a member of a group called Beast and told her to go and watched their showcase tomorrow. ' Really? I guess I can bring my kids along to the concert tomorrow with my best friend.' Anne typed as she smiled. ' Sure, I would love to meet your kids tomorrow. Be sure to wear something white so that I can see you.' Junhung replied. He was already in Tokyo with the other Beast members getting ready to get some sleep. Junhyung smiled by himself and Yoseob who noticed that suddenly in front of him smiling. “ Junhyung, what are you doing? Smiling by yourself. Come on, share it with me. We're best buddies right?” Yoseob asked trying to get a peek of Junhyung's mobile phone. “ Nothing really. Just a friend I met online. She's so Japanese but she's actually a Malaysian. Imagine that. I told her to come watch us perform tomorrow.” Junhyung said. “Really? And she agreed? Wow, that's so cool Junhyung. I can meet her too right?” Yoseob smiled. “Sure, why not? If she's a good friend, she can be your friend too. It's the first time we'll be seeing each other so I really need your opinion on this, okay?” Junhyung said while messaging on his phone.
' I got to go Junhyung. Need to get some sleep or I won't be able to wake up tomorrow. Thanks for the invitation. Good night.' Anne replied with a smile. She too was using her phone. ' Okay, Anne. Here is my number in case you couldn't find me.+813499271777. Good night, Anne. Sweet dreams.' Junhyung gave his number to her. 'Okay, here's mine. +813499298383. See you tomorrow then. Bye Junhyung.' Anne replied back. Junhyung smiled and saved her number. Anne smiled and went offline.
“ What did she said?” Yoseob was curious of Junhyung messages and trying to get hold of the phone. “ We exchanged phone numbers okay? Here, you can read this.” Junhyung showed the last message to Yoseob. “ Wow, congratulations to you Junhyung. You finally meet someone nice. I'm so happy for you.” Yoseob smiled and got up to tell the others. “ Hey, guys. Junhyung's got a new girlfriend. Hahaha.” There was s big commotion that night but Junhyung just smiled and went to bed.
It was a fine Saturday morning and the sun was shining brightly that day. Anne woke up with a smile on her face. She was practically smiling for the first time in a month. Hyun Joon was going to pick her up with the kids around 10a.m. Without hesitation, she quickly settled her chores and her children. Kimi was jumping up and down knowing that they were going out to play. “Mama, are we going somewhere fun? And have lots of toys to play with?” “ Yeah, sure Kimi. And Mama is going to meet some new friends. Are you happy Kimi?” Anne asked him smiling. “ I'm happy Mama. I want to meet new friends too. May I Mama?” He asked. “ Sure dear.” She replied as she opened the door for Hyun Joon. “Hi there, Kimi. Long time no see you.” Hyun Joon smiled and Kimi's hand. Then, they were off to Shibuya where all the Beast members were going to perform their showcase for their new album 'The lights go on again'.
“Where is your cousin, Junhyung? He said he'll be here right?” Hyunseung asked.
“He'll be here. I know he will.” Junhyung said looking at the passerby. Suddenly, he got up and walked up to a guy who looked just like him. It was his cousin alright. “ Hey, Hyun Joon. Where were you? We've been waiting for ages.” Junhyung started scolding him when his eyes caught a glance of Anne behind Hyun Joon with Kimi and Mira. She smiled and said. “ I'm so sorry. I was the one who made him late. Hi, I'm Anne. This is my children, Mira and Kimi.” “ No, it's okay. I didn't know he was bringing his girlfriend along.” Junhyung said. “ Anne's not my girlfriend, you idiot. She's my classmate. Remember I did told you about her.” Hyun Joon explained. “ Owh, now I remember. I'm so sorry. I'm Junhyung. Nice to meet you guys.” Junhyung shook her hand. “ Nice to meet you too, Junhyung. You're from a group called Beast right?” Anne smiled. “ Yeah, how did you know? Hyun Joon here told you about it right?” Junhyung asked. “ No, I can guess because we talked on Twitter last night, remember?” She explained. “ Oh, that's why your name sounded familiar somewhere. You're the mystery girl I've been waiting for. What a small world! ” He smiled.
Both of them were talking happily when the other Beast members came approaching them. “Junhyung, what took you so long? You told us you were meeting your cousin?” Yoseob asked and smiled at them. “ I'm sorry. Yoseobie, this is my cousin, Hyun Joon. And his classmate, Anne.” Junhyung introduced them to his members. “ I'm Kimi and this is my sister, Mira. Nice to meet you.” Kimi said politely in Korean so that they could understand. “ Nice to meet you too, Kimi. You're here with your mother right?” Yoseob asked. “ Yeah, she's talking to Uncle Junhyung.” Kimi pointed at Anne. Anne smile and said. “ I'm sorry guys. These two lovely children are mine. Kimi here speaks four languages including Korean.” “ Really? Wow!” All of them said at once. Then, they stopped by at a cafe where they ordered their drinks. They talked happily about their showcase and Anne's.
“ So, you are Malaysian living here in Japan? That's amazing! I wish I could be like you. It must have been hard for you with your children and all. Junhyung, I think she's the most talented woman I've ever met.” Hyunseung said smiling at Anne. “ Yeah, I agree with Hyunseung. Anne. Our Junhyung here couldn't stop talking about you last night. He said he was going to meet his dream girl today.” Doojoon said. That made Junhyung blushed in pink. That made Anne blushed too. “ Really? That is so sweet of you, Junhyung. Thanks for that compliment guys.” Anne smiled. Meanwhile, Kimi and Mira was playing with Hyun Joon,Yoseob, Dongwoon and Gikwang. A while later, Doojoon and Hyunseung joined them. “ Thanks for coming to meet me today. I didn't know you knew my cousin. He told me that you stayed at his apartment last month.” Junhyung said. “ No, thank you for meeting me too. I too didn't know that Hyun Joon was your cousin. And yes I did stayed there for my semester break. I needed a break from my studies. Hyun Joon is a really good friend.” Anne said.
Time flies and it was time for Beast to go on stage and perform. Anne and Junhyung talked about lots of things although time was limited. They performed Shock, Beautiful, and a couple of more songs before their showcase ended. Anne and her children enjoyed the show very much. She did a research about them last night and found out that their songs were fun and the part Junhyung rap was amazing. He was so good. She thought she couldn't forget Jaejoong but she did for the first time. She smiled and enjoyed the rest of the show. Afterwards, all of them went back to their hotel along with Anne and her children and also Hyun Joon. There, they had dinner together and talked. It was time for Anne and her children to go home. Junhyung followed his cousin sending Anne and her children home. Kimi was so happy to meet Beast especially Junhyung. Although he's not very keen to children but he could naturally get along with Kimi and Mira. “ Uncle Junhyung, come stay with us tonight? Please Mama. Let Uncle Junhyung stay with us. I promise I'll be a good boy. I want him to stay with us.” Kimi asked Anne. “ If Uncle Junhyung doesn't mind then, he could stay for the night. Would you,Junhyung?” Anne winked at Junhyung. “ Of course I'll stay for the night.” Junhyung agreed and smiled at Anne.
When they arrived at Anne's place, Junhyung carried Kimi while Anne pushed Mira inside. Hyun Joon smiled and said. “ I'll pick you up tomorrow afternoon okay? I have class in the morning. Nite you guys.” “ Nite, Hyun Joon. And thanks again.” Anne said. “Okay, Anne. No problem. Bro, don't be naughty. Peace.” Hyun said smiling at both of them. He was so happy for his friend. He didn't want Anne to feel lonely because of Jaejoong. He knew that it's hard falling in love with an artist especially singers. He did fell in love once but it was just short term relationship. That was the reason why he left Seoul in the first place, to find a new beginning for him. He understood exactly what Anne was going through at that time. Only time will heal her wounds.
Meanwhile, Anne had tuck in her children. Junhyung was waiting in the living room. He looked at her decoration in her house. 'She's a muslim. But still she looked so Japanese and Korean at the same time. I wonder if she has a boyfriend yet...' Just then, Anne sat next to him. He was startled a little bit.
“What were you thinking about Junhyung? You seemed so preoccupied just now. You didn't even notice I came.” Anne asked staring at him looking a bit puzzled. “ Nothing really. I was just admiring your house. It feels so cozy. I like the feeling.” Junhyung quickly changed the subject so that Anne would not notice that he was talking to himself. “ Really? Thanks for the compliment, Junhyung. I really love this house. Although it's not that large but still comfy and cozy. When I first saw the house, I immediately rent it. I have this strong feelings that I will find peace and lots of friends while I'm here. And I did.” Anne smiled.
“ Anne, can I ask you a question? I mean this is personal. It's okay if you don't want to answer it. Do you have a boyfriend? I mean someone special in your life now. I was just wondering. Because you seem like you have someone.” Junhyung asked while looking at her facial expression whether she would get mad at him but she answered. “ I used to date somebody but that somebody turned out to be a lie. Now, I'm not seeing anybody. Why you ask? You must think I have a boyfriend right?” Anne said. “No, it's not like that. It's just that you need someone to share your sadness and happiness with you right?” Junhyung said. “ It's okay, Junhyung. I'm fine now, really. I just need some time to forget the past and move on. I..” Before Anne could finish her sentence, Junhyung kissed her lips lightly and back away because he was embarrassed. “ I'm so sorry, Anne. I couldn't help myself. I know I'm maybe too young for you but I know you need someone right now who can take care of you and your kids. I'm not asking for you to accept me now but I'm just expressing myself to you. I would like to be with you, Anne.” Junhyung said.



Anne was somewhat shock and happy at the same time. She smiled and said. “Junhyung, don't be sorry. I needed that actually. To wake me up knowing that I'm not alone anymore. Thanks, Junhyung. I think we should get to know each other first because I don't want to hurt your feelings as well as mine. For now, let's get some sleep first and talk again tomorrow morning, okay?” She smiled and kissed him on his cheek. That made him blushed. “ Come on, I won't bite you. I already made your bed inside. Is it okay if you sleep next to me?” Anne asked. “ Yeah, sure. Is it okay if I sleep inside? I mean I can sleep outside on the couch.” He asked. “ It's cold outside. I don't want you to catch a cold because of me. Here's your towel. You sleep with your clothes on, right? I have extra shirt and loose pants if you want them.” She gave him the towel. “ Sure. Thanks, Anne.” Junhyung went into the bathroom and took a shower before going to bed. Anne also had her shower afterwards. She wore a pink nightie. That made Junhyung heart beat faster than usual. ' Why I am like this? I used to meet lots of girls but she's so different from them. My heart says that she's the one.' They were laying on their beds and looking at the ceiling. “ Are you asleep, Junhyung?” She asked. “ No, not yet. I'm still awake. You should get some sleep now. I don't want you to be tired tomorrow.” He said and faced her. 'She's so beautiful. If I could just hug her..' “Okay, good night, Junhyung. Sweet dreams.” She said and leaned over and kissed his cheek again. Both of them fall into a deep sleep.
The next morning, Anne woke up early to make breakfast for Junhyung and her kids. After her shower, she was still wearing a towel when Junhyung opened his eyes. 'She look so sexy in that towel.' He said to himself. Suddenly his phone rang and startled Anne. She turned around and saw Junhyung was already awake. “Yeah, I'll be back after lunch. Bye.” He said. They looked at each other and laughed. “You weren't spying on me were you?” Anne asked. “No, I wasn't. Cross my heart.”He smiled and looked away. “But you look sexy after shower, I mean, beautiful. Really beautiful.” “ Well, I accept that as a compliment.” She smiled and went into the bathroom to get dress. Junhyung got up and saw his clothes was already there, ironed and hung near the cupboard. His towel was ready for him too. 'Wow, she sure can handle a man. I'm so impress.' He told himself. After he showered, he quickly changed into his clothes back and went into the kitchen. There, Anne was waiting for him. “How's your shower? Did you enjoy it? I made you a nice Korean breakfast. I hope it suits your taste.” She said. “I like it a lot, thanks for asking. Really? You cooked it for me? You don't have to do that, you know.” Junhyung smiled.




They ate breakfast happily. The kids were still asleep because it was Sunday. “Anne, can I ask you something? If it's okay with you.” He cleared his throat. “Sure, Junhyung.What is it?” Anne said waiting for him. “When is your next semester break?What I mean is do you have any plans for your next holiday?” Junhyung asked her while watching her response. “Uhmm.. Well, I don't have any plans yet, I guess. Why? Do you have something in mind that you want to tell me?” She said. “ Yeah, but not right now. It's not going to be a surprise if you know already right?” He said smiling and added. “ Reserve your holidays for me okay? I have a surprise for you.” 'What is he up to exactly? I guess I have to wait and see.' She said to herself while smiling at him. The kids got up and Anne bathed them and fed them until they were full. Afterwards, they went outside to get some fresh air at the park. Junhyung wore a cap and a shade to cover up his face so that the fans will not recognize him walking on the streets. He hold Kimi's hand while Anne pushed Mira on her wheelchair.
“ I guess it's a must to wear those right? I wish you were just an ordinary guy.” She suddenly slipped her mind and said it out loud. “ I'm sorry, Junhyung. I didn't mean to..” “ Don't worry, Anne. I understand your feelings. I know too that you've been hurt by that person who was a singer and lived the way I'm living now. If not you wouldn't say it out loud right?” He quickly grabbed her and hold her tight to his chest. She could feel his heart beat faster than a normal person. “ I won't make the same mistake I made when I used to date a very long time ago. I broke that person's heart so badly that she injured herself. I've learned my lesson for these past years now. I've finally met the one that made my heart beats like crazy right now. I couldn't imagine life without you, Anne. I know you haven't answer my proposal yet but I really hope that I could take care of you and the kids.” Junhyung knelt down in front of her and pull out a ring.
“ I would like you to have this as a token of our friendship and my honesty. I hope you accept this, Anne.” Junhyung took her right hand and slip it into her ring finger. It matched the ring he was wearing every events and shows he ever attended to. Anne was speechless as he knelt down on one knee and pull out the ring that was on her finger now. “ I don't know what to say, Junhyung. It is so shocking and beautiful at the same time. There's no word I could express myself with but we'll go with the flow okay? It's only been a day we've known each other and I don't want us to rush things. I hope you understand and yes I do accept your gift. It's so beautiful. Thank you, Junhyung.” Anne knelt down too and hugged him tightly. Junhyung smiled and hugged her back. Kimi and Mira watched them from the playground. “Mama, fighting!” Kimi shouted happily. Both of them then hurried to the playground and watched the kids played from the park bench.


It was lunch time and they went to a nearby restaurant to eat Malay food. Junhyung was so happy that he could spent time with Anne and the kids although his schedules were tight and hectic. Beast had to leave for Seoul around 2 p.m. He had one hour more before Hyun Joon come and pick him up. Anne knew that he was waiting for Hyun Joon. “Junhyung, come let me feed you with these 'Asam pedas ikan pari'.” Anne said while she gave him a spoonful of the fish. He ate it happily. “ I like it. I taste so nice. I love watching you feed the kids and me at the same time.” Junhyung said. “ I take it as a compliment then. Eat some more.” Anne fed him again. ' I never met a woman like her before. So special.' Junhyung said to himself. Anne also thought by herself. 'I can't believe I'm doing this. Junhyung is so sweet and innocent that I can't hurt his feelings. I have to make sure that he's not like Jae....' She was startled as Junhyung called her. “Yeah, sorry Junhyung. I was talking to myself.” “ It's okay. I usually like that too. It's a habit but now I can control it.” Junhyung said.
After lunch, they went for a walk in the neighbourhood before they spotted Hyun Joon's car not far from the junction. Hyun Joon appeared from the car and smiled at them. “Did you have fun together? Judging by the looks from the two of you, I can guess there's something going on right now.” He joked with them. Junhyung just smiled and kissed the children on their cheeks and hugged them tightly.“Hyun Joon, let's go or I'll be late.” Junhyung dragged his cousin into his car. Anne and the kids waved goodbyes to Junhyung and watched them drove off to the hotel. He did mumble 'I'll call you' to Anne. She understood him well although it's just for one night. He quickly messaged Anne and apologized for not hugging her in front of Hyun Joon. He wanted to wait for Anne's decision before breaking the good news. Anne replied back and thanked him for understanding her situation. ' I'm boarding the plane now. I'll call you when I reached Seoul. I missing you already, Anne. Take care dear.' Junhyung text her back before switching off his phone. ' Okay, Junhyung. Have a safe journey back home dear.' Anne replied his text too.










When Junhyung reached Seoul, he immediately called Anne. “ Hye Anne. It's me. I've just arrive at the airport. Did you miss me?” “ Hye Junhyung. Really? I'm glad you'd arrived safely dear. Of course I missed you.” Anne smiled while talking in front of Hyun Joon. He was so happy that his friend wasn't sad anymore. Afterwards, they hung up and Hyun Joon asked her. “ I see you and Junhyung are doing fine now that you two had met each other.” “ Yup, I guess so Hyun Joon. I hope he's the one I'm looking for.” She said and continued doing her assignments with him. While Junhyung on the other hand was smiling by himself as Beast were having their practice at CUBE. “ Junhyung, why are you smiling by yourself? Share with us.” Yoseob asked while waving his hand in front of Junhyung's face. That made him startled and answered. “ Just thinking about yesterday and this morning, that's all.” “ Ah....Anne is it? Hey guys, Junhyung here is seriously having a love sickness. Help him will you?” Yoseob yelled and ran to other members whom were discussing amongst themselves on the upcoming album. Then, all of them were surrounding Junhyung like vultures getting ready to eat its prey. “Junhyung, come on tell us. Was she the one you've been looking for? What was she like?” Doojoon asked him and waited for him to answer. “ No, I'm not going to tell you guys anything until it's official okay?” Junhyung said and got up to practice. Everyone just followed his lead.
That evening, Junhyung called her again after practice. “ Hye dear, missing you so much and the kids. Have you had dinner already?” He asked. “ Hye Junhyung. I missed you too. Yeah, I did just now with Mira and Kimi.” Anne said smiling by herself. “I'm going to have my dinner with the guys now. I'll talk to you later okay? Bye dear.” Junhyung said and ended his conversation. “Okay dear. Bye.” She too ended her conversation.